I wonder what I will feel today, melancholy or anticipation Will I be working alone, or will there be some participation I wonder if I will feel relief, or yell in utter frustration Will I be bound again today, or know emancipation Is this another day for destruction, or one of new creation Will I be removed from the club, or finally know initiation But I am always the last one to realize any obvious revelation Therefore I accept the nuances in life with simple appreciation