We all do things by accident, it is a trait of being a human being; when we continue to do those things, which we have learned to be wrong, then they are no longer mistakes.
I am looking forward into a wide and uncharted abyss; right on the backend of life. I cry out in rage; "How can things be nearing a close, when I have just started to know how to live?"
Things have to end, and things have to begin. So it seems that we must learn to master grasping onto news things, while simultaneously learning to let go of familiar ones.