We spend a lifetime considering what we want to be, and what we want out of life; but our lives are simply composed of what we get, and what we turn it into.
To me, life has always seemed like a roller coaster, with all of it's rapid ups and downs, twists and turns; and yet, I have always been willing and ready for the ride!
I want to have a great day everyday, but if that were possible, everyday would be the same; since, this is how I feel now, why don't the days seem that great?
Often, we are not looking for big things to happen, and can expect a little sorrow, every now and then; considering this, to have a day without incident and full of kind gestures, can be truly grand.
Some people feel that I live in a perpetual state of sorrow, but they are mistaken; the reality, is that, a perpetual state of sorrow resides within me.
I have learned, not to have expectations for great things, because they often never happen. However, I don't really think that the lesson ever took; I still find myself disappointed in my expectations.
There is an existence, which I seek; and it is not impossible or out of reach. To live, to be acknowledge, to be understood, and to be loved; well, maybe not too impossible.